9th October 2008.. Today is the day my dearest boyfriend starts his career in the Republic of Singapore Air Force by beginning a gruelling 9 weeks Basic Military Training at Pulau Tekong. I went with him and his parents to see how his "home" would be like on the island located on the northeast of the main island.
Basically, it is definitely much better than what I had expected it to be. Probably my expectations were set very low for what was supposed to be a military training site. I hope my dearest him would be able to take all that tough training and return safely back to me. I did warn him that I would hate him for life if something unexpected happened to him inside.
I'm too emotionally and physically attached to him that now, I feel so lost without my baby by my side. Too many military rules he has to abide to. I can't call him as and when I want to confide in him. I can only wait till he calls me during his free time. Those few minutes are so precious.
Today is only the FIRST day. I wonder how am I supposed to endure the rest of the next 14 days before he finally gets to book out from Tekong. I have so much more to say to him, but I won't say anymore here. The rest are only meant for his ears, and his ears only.